QUESTION Tell me please, what should I start with, if my soul is not quiet because of my husband’s infidelity. I am on the point of weeping and I do not know how to stop it. I began read esoteric literature, but everything is chaotic, I don’t know how to approach it. I am feeling breaches in my soul, destruction, devastation. I want to achieve balance, not to grow buffer, make myself forgive him, to get rid of offence. But how can I live without his love?
At the moment you are being exposed to a trying that a lot of people undergo. The family, jealousy, infidelities, revenge belong to human world.
Love is a quest. Everybody dreams of her visit. One of her peculiarities is disobedience to human laws. She is law herself. She can come unexpectedly, in spite of severe guards, laurels and heavy locks. No power can control love, she is power that are friends with will.
Depending on the existence of inner experience there comes the understanding of love. The first stage of its display is anxiety only about oneself (everything is for me, about me).
Another person is a thing tool or means. It can be changed at any moment. Sex is a center, everything moves around it here. This is not love, it is personal property.
And could it really have been love? She visits you when you are ready. Then you should not grunge. Love can become your God. Her display through you will be felt by other people. And the result of it is your creative work: your skill of orientation in life, self-control, help to others.
Learn to be happy irrespective of the presence of some definite person. The main thing in this episode is you, all other things must pass.
There is a parable. One King had a huge kingdom and enormous riches. He had reached all this thanks to war victories. His riches grew and grew. But all of a sudden. When a feast was in full swing, a terrible force attacked the Kingdom. The army failed to stand the charge, wavered and yielded. The King, being confused and frightened, sends his messengers to the main sage for advice and help. The latter makes the King a gift – a ring under the condition that the King will use it when deathly danger threatens him.
It did happen. The King feed with the rest of his army. Pursuers followed him land on his heels. And on the very edge of an abyss hiding in the thicket, the King opened the gem on the ring and read the inscription, the sage’s advice. The enemy’s army soon rode into another direction and disappeared.
The King saved new forces, gathered the army, defeated the enemy, got back his land and, once, during a feast, being alone, opened the gem on the ring a little. There shone a string of letters…
Your bitterness will pass away. Something has broken in your soul, restore yourself, your inner world. If you do love your husband, you will love him as he is.
To be a wife is a whole science… And to be a beloved woman is an art.
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