Recognition

QUESTION Hello! I read your messages on www.sunhome.ru and I wished to communicate. For the first time I read so much truthful and clear words without a shadow of proud. My name is Maxim. I am 28 years old. I’ve practiced a lot of methodologies, but failed to stick to anyone for a long. The rules established by the master were often selfish. Though I never got used to them, soon becoming exhausted, I quitted and abandoned them.

My private life is rather strange too. Thus my first girlfriend practiced yoga, my first wife was five years older, she was vegetarian and alpinist. She desired to marry me very much, but after 1,5 year period of a conjugal life, she abandoned me, gave birth to a child though its paternity is still obscure. My second wife is a Philharmonic solist, 11 years older. She practice in curing people either. We live separately now. I with an adopted daughter in Germany, and she – in the Ukraine. All in all my life has been always strange. I used to work as an industrial alpinist. The job is truly dangerous. I have been doing my best, but all my attempts are swee to go down the drain. What I want is to get a piece of advice in this inconceivable world. Please, write me back!

ANSWER OF TAYANA Hello Maxim! Presently you are in the search of adventures, in their turn adventures get you back to yourself. You loose and the bygone romantism, and get a pshychological trauma when back to objective reality.

Losing ground evokes anger, a desire to run away, abduction from the routine of life. The new awakening breeds another problem.

You, being a deeply religious man, try to find a divine aspect in a woman. A woman is a Venus for you. But you should nurture a child in your woman. And as a true father you may be unsatisfied with your “naughty child”.

Then an attempt to frustrate their proneness to rebellious behavior follows. Without regard to your own wishes endure your experience as a lesson. Make allowance for children’s neglections of their parent’s advice. Children’s deeds are often contradictive and unpredictable: they may run away. They will be sorry, have a hard time, but this is God’s will. He is free from what people regard as wrong or right, what should be mended and changed.

People think, they make decisions themselves, but it’s a sheerer delusion.
Those, who perceived Noble Truth, comprehend they follow This Will, they are not distensible from It. They may say for sure: “Me and God are united. I am God”. Right deed is possible only when power transferred into energy, reaches the level of heart.

Your women-voters are not adult personalities. Sometimes it seems that in the process of their formation they rise to the bait of false teachers. But reality is such, every pupil deserves his master. There are certain representatives in every sphere. The feeling of self-importance, vanity, a desire to prove your self-exception do not form the sense of life, but it doesn’t exclude the same for other people. The moment will come of course, when their knees start skinning over, they learn to walk, as well as you used to follow. You will changed too, when realization comes that all those people you met were not met by chance.
Your attitude to the divine like to a child is no easy task. For some it is only a fun and an absence of responsibility, for you – a stodgy labor of your soul, a chasm to come over you need love and mercy.

Never addict to the idea of an ostentatious assistance. That the lost find you, even if they are blind. The leading rule of playing “hide-and-seek” is if you like to get in the cat’s paws. Once the cat gets tired of being blind, and it will ask for you help. Then start a new game, where you could realize yourself quicker. Don’t get stuck in your wives. They do not lose their time.
Consequently it is your turn to take a new lease of life.

Fortune has far more important thing for you in store.