QUESTION Hello! I had a problem! I feel, that I can not (and without help and I will not be able) to realize myself! Many people say that I have great potential. And it is true, I can do many things, I open in myself new abilities easily and without any efforts. But I feel need for greater. It seems to me, that I become like many other: atheist, cynic, pragmatist… I can not recollect, how it was, but I was always accompanied with sensation of magic and abilities to it. As if I was given force which I do not know how to use, and the need to open it is very big. And there is a sensation, that if I am not open it now, the soul “will become hardened” and the force will leave. I am 15 years; pe…