QUESTION When I turn to my spiritual inner world, everything is changing and is getting messed up in the outer world: I have no work, some money that I had before – disappears, friends and parents give me no peace, and everyone (including myself) gets anxious. 
Why is it that I have been dreaming about just as little as a separate room for my meditations for two years already, and some minimum amount of money – just enough to be on my own for the most part of the day, but this doesn’t happen, despite all my efforts? 
Why is it when I am doing things in the real world, they take so much effort, but give a little payback, and the worst thing is that I lose my connection with the spiritual wo…