QUESTION I know it’s trivial, but I am not sure how to begin… I was about to send you something a few times… but I was never able to find the right words. Words are getting somehow insignificant, inessential. Thank you for your understanding. Same goes to the initiation results. I would say my routine life hasn’t changed a lot, but it is completely my fault… But sometimes I have a feeling, more of a sensation (I don’t know how to call it otherwise) of something significant, consistent, something indifferent to everyday fuss. 
I felt that especially h3ly on Monday, after that meeting with you…
I was just working and all of a sudden I realized I was ‘looking’ at things differently, as if fro…